♥ I'm not feeling Good.



Hello people,
yesterday, i'm back in singapore already.
Today school reopen.
Only wanting to see all my friends, motivates me to go to school today.
I don't have the mood to study. ):
I'm so worried about my grandmother. I'm so afraid to see her cry, it pains me alot alot.
And i hope i can go back every weekend to see her, but i've got to work. So i'm planning to go back every two weeks. And luckily there's my uncle and aunt taking care of her. If not i will move back to malaysia .
I wish i've got a big house , where both my father's side and mother's side family can stay together in that big house . We can look after each other , give each other care , concern and accompany.
i love my family , i wanted grow up and earn a lot of money to takecare of my both ahma, i don't want them to suffer.
And i'm so afraid to go home , because whenever i reached home , my imagination will run wild, and i wont be able to sleep )):
i wanna cry so much.
Please,,,,please,,, Let all my family members stay healthy , stay happy.
NOT FORGETTING, I LOVE BOYFRIEND MUCH (:
tata/.!