Monday, July 30, 2007 Y 8:00 PM
bl0ggy time , wasn't really in g00d m00d t0dayy larr =/ , haiix , had ge0graphy test t0dayy , g0nna fail , after finishinng , suddenly the pass just went thr0ughh my mindd, and then f0r the wh0le day , i n0 m00d , even criedd after investiture rehearsall , i d0nt kn0w why , d0nt kn0w what is happeningg , i can be happy , but s0metimes when things strike my mindd , i cant help it but t0 be sadd , and i hate it ))= , but bef0re recess , i was laughingg all the wayy , and this m0rningg , linsayy f0llo0w me g0 t0ilet pootpoot , f0r 0ne peri0ddd , wakakakaks , chat a l0t in e t0ilet and i let her kn0w h0w i feel , thinkk she understanndd and advicee me a lot a lot , ((= , g0ing detenti0n 0n wedd , by mr 0ng , f0r n0t f0ll0w instructi0nn despitee several warning , n0t handing up h0mew0rkk , blaaaah ~ , i askk darrhh a l0t t0day , but he just can answer my questi0n , =-/ , hmm , i askeddd him t0 g0 up the tree and catch the squirrel , but he cant findd it , blaaaah ~ hahaha ~ hmm thats all f0r t0day lar , tata !
Sunday, July 29, 2007 Y 10:30 PM
hmm , okayy blogginng , just finishh chattingg withh darhh darhh , cute larr hee , lols , t0day didn't see him , miss him so , hahaha , went out with nadzirahhh in e m0rngingg , 10.30 meet , take maths fr0m linsayy thenn start d0ing at ar0undd 11.30 , we use six h0urs t0 finishh 0ur a maths h0mew0rkk, n0t exagerratingg at all , d0nt kn0w h0w t0 spell larr , hurrhurr x)) , we 0nly had 0ne t0ilet breakk , but after finishhing , like n0 m00d d0 e maths alreadyy , but then still manage t0 c0ntinuee , but a l0t d0nt kn0w , t0m0rr0w c0mfirm get sc0ldingg larr , sianns , t0m0rr0w g0t d&t , 0h yar f0rget t0 talk ab0ut saturdayy , the peer mediation talk was a nice 0ne lar , hahaha , sittedd with darrhh all dayy l0ng , g0 everywhere als0 t0getherr . fun ! hurrhurr x)) , we meet in the m0rning at 5.30 f0r m0rning breakfastt at fajar , x)) , miss that days l0ts , then after everything, darrhh rush t0 churchh , i went t0 eat and then g0 h0me sleep , then evening g0 nadzirahh h0use play , after churchh he c0me and j0in us and hadd a greatt timee, b00h000 , think thats all larr !! tata ! <333>
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Friday, July 27, 2007 Y 7:38 PM
HARL00X, was backkk h0me ar0und 6.45 , hmm , n0thing much t0 say ab0ut what happen in sch00l t0day , hadd chinese test larr , s0 damn tiredd x(( , but still have t0 d0 , n0 f00lscape , cherr make us stand f0r 15 mins , wth , then write while standingg , my headd like want breakk , so painnfull x(( , everything ends at 2.15 , n0rmal schh time l0r , t0day is fridayy and it was suppose t0 end at 12.25 larr x(( , after that , went up galleryy , findd darrhh , friendss , neverr g0 f0r dance again , was worryingg , but n0 m00d , haix, d0nt kn0w why , s0 d0nt ask , blaaah ~ sent darrh t0 bus st0p ar0und 4 , then walkk walkk walkk , talk and talk , then his bus c0me a0undd 4.35 , he missedd 0ne bus f0r me , keep my c0mpanny , lols , isn't that great ? hahaha , whyy ? h0w c0mee .. ? hurrhurr x)) 0ur new languagee larr , after that we went t0 teck whye , nadz yaanran and me , then pass hadii his phone , nadz exchange fone with him f0r e wh0le dayy , hmm , then talk and talk ab0ut sec 1 , and we laugh like madd lar , then take many ph0t0s but i just uploaded s0me x)) , hadd greatt funn t0day , g0ing sub0rdinatee c0urt t0m0rr0w , n0 weekendds h0mew0rkk, w0h000 x)) , tata ~!
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Wednesday, July 25, 2007 Y 7:58 PM
SORRY , NO MOOD TO POST ANYTHING , I AM UNWELL , MENTALLY AND PHYSICALLY , SUFFERING FROM DEPRESSIONN, TATA !
Tuesday, July 24, 2007 Y 7:44 PM
rather n0 m00d t0dayy )): , hmm actually d0nt want g0 t0 schh derhh, haiixx. but d0nt kn0w why , kindd of miss darhh darhh larr , had a talk withh him t0day after sch00l, a fifteen mins talkk , althoughh the w0rdds are rather hurtful , but then fr0m t0m0rr0w 0nwardds , i want t0 be happy , d0nt want t0 predict the future anym0re , cause i'm tiredd of making myself sadd with0ut any valid reas0n everydayy , stupidd :x , hmm had maths less0n t0day , was sitting all al0ne f0r the wh0le day , cause nadz didn't c0me , believe that is because she is lazy , la0 kuku , g0nna torture her t0m0rr0w when she is back , hahaha ! sc0lded by mr hang t0day , cause n0 chinese foolscape , then i take fr0m friend als0 cann0t , like that als0 angry , still say pay 50 cents , lols larrh , hmm n0thing much t0 p0st alreadyy ! ((= tata ~!
Monday, July 23, 2007 Y 7:24 PM
n0thingg nice t0 p0st, i'm sadd and hurtt , 0nce againn , haiixx ))= , d0nt kn0w what exactly is happeninngg , sighh , yesterdayy nightt , askedd u 0n the ph0ne ( what are u d0ing ? ) , y0u replieddd ( checking mails ) , didn't kn0w anythingg ab0ut it yet , oh is waitingg f0r her replyy , ic , :x n0 c0mments ! ))= , kn0wingg that i still cant really 0verc0me her , why are y0u hurtingg me 0nce again , wh0 am i t0 y0u ? i want t0 kn0w )))= , things w0nt w0rk 0ut if i am the 0nly 0ne appreciatingg and i am always the 0ne sacrifyingg , haiixx , i d0nt kn0w , i'm l0st , c0nfusedd , hurtt , heartt br0kkenn , leave me al0ne , sighh )))= , n0thingg much t0 p0st , i hate t0day , everydayy , sickk 0f my lifee ! tata !! I DONT FEEL LIKE CARING FOR ANYTHING ANYMORE ))))=
Sunday, July 22, 2007 Y 4:22 PM
ahhhhh ~ i'm b0reddd larr , wh0le day stayy at h0mee , n0thing t0 d0 , tireddd :X , M0rning w0kee up ar0undd 8 , then use c0m , then watchh tvv , eat breakkfastt , message nadzz , watchh tv all the wayy till thrEe , then 0nline againn , watchh youtubee , on miss ruby pann , cutee larr her haiir , lols , miss darrhhh l0ts , but ... sighhh , having headachee , painful ! x(( , but wh0 will be there t0 take care 0f me nerhh ? n0b0dy at h0me , all al0ne , d0nt kn0w what t0 d0 , can 0nly chatt with nadz , finishh lil bit 0f the weekendd h0mew0rrkk f0r mathss , haven study ge0graphy , t0m0rr0w g0t test lehhs , sianns larr , m0ndayy t0m0rr0w , everythingg back to squaree 0ne , i hate mother tougue ! x(( , pimple 0n my n0se , stupiddd ! ihatee y00 , hmm thinkk thatt all bahh , imissshimm , tata !! x((
Saturday, July 21, 2007 Y 10:08 PM
Just got backk h0me , cant tell whetherrr t0day is a g00d day 0r a badd dayy , wentt 0ut at ar0undd seveenn pluus , meet nadz and saifullaa , then g0 meet darrhh at l0t 0ne c0ntr0l stati0n , went t0 f00d culture eat , then suddenly my tearss dr0p , actually i d0nt even kn0w why , just feel s0 hurtt , nadz and sai c0mf0rtt me , then i wipe 0ff my tears and try hard t0 put 0n a smile , afterrr thatt went walkk walkk , suddenly sai heart very painn , nadz cryy 0ut , marcuss was helpingg , nadz was worriedd + guilty cause she dont know whad to do to help him , but after a while , she's alright , but then tears just keep flowinng , i als0 crieddd , we b0th cry and cry all the way t0 my house nearby the playg0undd , and then nadz starting tellingg darrhh h0w i feell , i criedd even m0re , then nadz st0p , i start t0 c0nfess everything 0ut t0 him , then he crieddd , haiixx, it hurtful to see him cryy , but i want to stop problems from comingg in againn , by telling each other h0w we feell ,, i'm s0rry , tata !! ()=
Friday, July 20, 2007 Y 7:30 PM
blaaaah blaaah ~ wasn't with darrhh darrhh for the wh0le day t0dayy ))= , he went to watchh moviee with his friends straightt afterr sch00l , then i havingg chineese , till two plus den do finish mr hang ask us to do derr bei yin the comment , chao sianns l0rr , thenn after tat , never g0 dance againn , went to terinn housee , wantedd to do mathss , but then slackk through the whole aftern00n againn , chattingg aboutt guyss , LOL, then do funny funny hairstylee , nice larrr , play play playy , hurrrhurr x)) , hmm , tomorrow got a maths , e maths and student councillor invertiture , dunn0 h0w t0 spell larr xp , b0redd and tiredd :x tata ! imisshimmm !
Tuesday, July 17, 2007 Y 8:28 PM
T0DAYY we s0 called quarreelll agaiin t0dayy , b0th were unhappy , )): cause 0bb badmint00n , i wantedd him t0 spendd time with me talk talkk , haiix,i am selfish larr , i'm s0rryy , didn't g0 f0r dance t0day , went t0 d0 maths at canteen , finisheedd ! (((: , can d0 a maths t0day , hahaha , trigonometryy , lalala ~ finally get it , but cause of careless mistakes i l0st 8 marks in da test , and end up getting 4/20 , pathetic 4 markss agaiinn , whad am i d0ingg )): , wanting t0 make u happy every each and single dayy , but then end up still make u frastruatedd and irritatedd , sighhh , i'm l0stt , i d0nt kn0w whad t0 sayy , tata !! yesterday yesterdaayy sch00l releasee at 1.30 , due t0 o level listeningg examinati0nn , hahaha (((: then went l0t 0ne after schh , play all the wayy , buy f00d g0 v0id deckk eatt , but then suddenly feel damn sickk , feel like vomitting , )): , but a while then okayy lerrhh , thenn darrhh and faris , piggy backk us , race ! hhahaah , we w0n ! cause i pull yan ran's bag , then dragg herr , then went up t0 si yun h0use put bag then wantedd t0 play carpark catchingg , but darrh g0t t0 g0 lerhh , then accompany hiim g0 take bus then find, yan ran , faris , liping and nadz , then play UN0 till 6.00 , then h0me sweet h0mee , reachhedd h0me bathe , then d0 my maths till 9.30 , figure 0ut 0ne questi0n ..took me half and hour , hahaha x)), thats all , tata !!
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Sunday, July 15, 2007 Y 7:45 PM
dunn0 h0w i feel at all , jealouss 0r whadd , haiix , cant remember my bloggy websitee , can rememberr hers . sighh , feel t0rn apart , w0ndering where i stand in ur heart ?)): hmm stay at h0me the wh0le day l0rrhh , haiix , finish my mathss , sighh , b0redd , t0m0rr0w m0nday againn , stress g0ing t0 c0me againn )): are u really g0ing t0 hurt me again and againn ? )): depresseddd . tata !!
Saturday, July 14, 2007 Y 9:13 PM
B00H00 ! BL0GGIN. hmm t0day w0ke up at ar0und 6.15 , prepare then g0 sch00p f0r a maths less00n , g0t test 0n the TAO CAH SOH thingyy , finish at 9.30 , then went f0r e maths , tell mr 0ng cant attendd , cause 0f the perf0rming at ngee ann city , 10 must assemble then prepare till 2 then g0 there , wait until f0ur then perf0rm , and then end up our dance piece , sighh , h0rriblee , we were all in a mess larr , mr lee was damn angry , sc0ld us after 0ur perf0rmance , then after that , went t0 change , then tidy up g0 meet darrhdarrh at bishann , he fr0m queest0wn travel , had s0 much fun t0day , went f00d junction eat , darrh wear till hen f0rmall , s0 cute , he went f0r wedding dinner just n0w , then shopp shopp , then fr0m l0t 0ne walk t0 my h0use , was dancingg at e v0id deckk , hahaha , he chorograph e dance ,, s0 fun ((: , then ar0und 9 , byebye , he went h0me lerhh , then i just finishh bathing , will be waiting f0r his call , hurrhurr x)) il0vey00 <333>
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Thursday, July 12, 2007 Y 9:33 PM
ph0nee confiscatedd !! n0 m0re ph0nee larr , bill 300 . w0ahhh , even myself als0 sh0ckeddd t0day ))): , tw0 ch0ices , either c0nfiscate f0r 0ne m0nth 0r terminate line , 0f c0urse i ch00se the first 0ne larr , message t00 much when i was in malaysiia , s0bs , but thinkk everythin is w0rth it larr , ((: had chem test t0dayy , kn0w lil bit leehh ((: th0ugh never studyy , never even 0pen textb00k and read a single w0rdd , hahaha , then had maths test , failedd , 100% die , retest , just hate that chapter larr , i just cant catch the conceptt larr , ))): will stayy happy fr0m n0w 0n , n0t g0ing t0 be sad anym0re , smiless , let byg0nes be byg0nes , lalala ~~ , n0 line , i miss my numberrr ! kkay larr , think thats all , stay cheerfull , smiles , tata !! <333
Wednesday, July 11, 2007 Y 8:26 PM
feeling d0wn f0r e pass few days )): everything just seems to n0t g0ing wEll. sighh , gettingg quite sEnsitive , hurrhurr x(( . f0rget t0 bring my tie t0day , sighh , like that als0 feel like , cryingg in sch00l f0r the pass tw0 days . feeling s0 weakk , dunn0 whad t0 d0 t00 , sighh , h0pe everythingg will back t0 n0rmal againn , t0m0rr0w g0t e maths test , sighh the m0st hate chapter , just cant get it right larr , siann )): , t0ld him h0w i feel t0day , although everything i say , like g0es well , but i still feel hurtt larr , it really takes time ? i want t0 have a breakk , i am stressedd up , dont wann t0 g0 0n like this , feeling s0 miserablle , ))): , hmm thinkk thatss all bahhh . tata !! ): il0vey00 .
Monday, July 9, 2007 Y 8:42 PM
))= n0t in a g00d m00d righhtt n0ww , just reachh h0me , finishh bathinnqq and thenn startedd bl0gginqq , sighh , why must he alwayys g0 s0 cl0se with 0ther gurls ? d0es he care ab0ut h0w i feel ? sighh , i always kept quiett with0ut tellinqq him , hmm , t0day g0t less0n until 6.30 , waitedd f0r TERin , then end up never c0me f0r less0n , sayy whad g0t pian0 less0n , pissed 0ff larr , ))= , theres always the sudden change of m00d in me , hate it t0 be in this way , t0m0rr0w g0t dance , ): till 6 , syf dance , pratice , g0ing t0 perf0rm at ngee ann city , n0t happy at all , t0m0rr0w maths again ,, wh0le 0f sec0ndary sch life is just full 0f maths , a maths , cant catchh up , mr k0h sayy , if he really think that we cant c0pe , he will ask us t0 dr0p a maths , have t0 buck up lerhh , 0kayy , thats all f0r t0dayy ! tata !! ):
Sunday, July 8, 2007 Y 9:50 PM
baCk to bl0ggy againn, just finishh chatting with darrhh darrhh , lols . had s0 muCh fun , though it was just chatting , blaaahh ~ i just l0ve him s0 , E maths ))= dunn0 h0w t0 d0 at alL ..sighh , t0m0rr0w nadz tEachhinqq , t0m0rr0w darrhh g0t tuitionn againn , then after sch00l g0t a maths remedial , duhhhh ~ , hmm , just d0nt feel like g0ing t0 sch00l t0m0rr0w , sighh , als0 dunn0 why larr , haven finishh my h0mew0rkk , maths t0picc 0n similarr triangle was hard f0r me l0rr , ))= i hate it larr , then darrhh keeP calling me piggy piggy , then i d0 e 0inkoinkk s0undd , he laughh untill s0 funnyy l0rr , then he alwayss say i very fiercE, where g0t larr , blaaahh ~~then yan ran s0 violennt, use belt t0 hit me , make me kn0ck my head 0n da wind0w l0r , wh0le ddayy stay at h0me , neber g0 0utt , sighh my sundayy , hahaha , kkay larr , thats all f0r t0day , tata !!! <333
Saturday, July 7, 2007 Y 7:12 PM
Hie hiee , hERE t0 post againn ((: , went t0 sch00l at ar0und 7 in e m0rninqq , f0r a maths rEmediall , )): g0t baCk my h0mew0rk revisi0n test , pathetic 3/25 , sighh , when thEn i can catch up the pace and sc0re my As , hurrhurr x( , after sch00l, went t0 hall , saw darrhh and FARIS playing badmint00n , they playedd s0 well , hahaha , then me and yanran play t00 , lols , cant hit , xp , after that wEnt t0 plaza and settle 0ur lunchh ,i ate ( korean bbq chicken set ) , darhhh ( ban mian ) , FARIS ( chicken ricE ) , yanran ( same as mE ) , lipinq ( malay f00d ) , nadz ( malay f00d ) , thEn after lunch , g0 walk walk , ARIES x)) , wEnt library slaCk , ((: tHen went h0me at 3+ , slEep til n0w , just wakE up , had a bad drEAm , he's leavinqq , )): , sms nADZ and darrhh , he at his grandma h0use , sms him lil bit , then tata ! rEach h0me tHen sms agaiin , hahaha , save mEssagee , sighh , my BILL , whad if it sh0t up t0 200 . hurrhurr x(( , kkays , st0p here leRh bahh , tatat !! smuackxx smuackkx , HAPPY BIRTHDAY AO CHENG <333
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Wednesday, July 4, 2007 Y 9:24 PM
b00h00 ! i'm bacK h0me at 7.50pm , hahaha , stay in scH , see FARIS and Ms s00 quarreliinqq , t0day after schh, straightt away g0 E1 , put baggg then playy , 0n musicc , thEn i em0 agaiin , causE i miss him s0 , he went f0r AVA dutyy , thEn cant be with him , sighh . but then als0 had great fun with faris and bujangs t0dayy(((: , g0 crazy then laughh laughh , t0day is ARTS FIESTA , sian , als0 g0t greenridge iD0L , hahaha, g0t 0ne girl , damnn funny , siing e titaniic s0ng, finishh singing c0me and ask us t0 v0te f0r herr , blaaahh~~hahaha, t0m0rr00w an0ther dayyy , he g0t dutyy agaiin , siighh, ))): , then after sch g0t e maths test 0n profit and l0se , )): scareddd i fail larr , then m0rninqq maybe g0t a maths test 0n hols assignmEnt , wthh ! friday must g0 dancE lerr , skip f0r s0 damn l0nqq . wahahahahx, t0m0rr0w is 5th (((: b00h00, six m0nthss <3333>
Monday, July 2, 2007 Y 5:20 PM
b00h00 !! i'm baCk , just reachhedd h0mee , went 0ut in da m0rninqq , with nadz, saii andd darrhh , hahaha, meet at ninE, finishh all 0ur maths h0mew0rk alReadyy ((: (claps) hahaha , thEn takE172 t0 jur0NG Pointt , walkk walk , darrhh b0ught a bibLE, mini derrhh, L0LS, ate KFC , headaCHE )): , sh0p sh0p finishh , went t0 jur0ng libraryy , c00linqq . heees , read da b00ks , play ar0undd in da libraryy , ((: then darrhh have t0 g0 ar0unnd 4.30 , causE 0f the tuiti0n at nighhtt )): , its alrightt, anywayy t0m0rr0w can see eacHH 0therr againn ((: , sianns , t0m0rr0w g0t dance , w0nderinqq whether i should 0r should n0t g0 , s0 damn siann, sighhh, c0nfusedd by everythinqq in schh00l , duhhhh , ((: have a greatt time withh nad , saii and darrhh t0day , ((: <333>
Sunday, July 1, 2007 Y 9:39 AM
m0rningg, i'm awakkE lerhh . hahaha.b0reddd. sighh )): , n0where t0 g0 , must finish e maths h0mew0rkk, sianns, 10 plus questi0nss lehhs , hurrhurr x(( , yan ran's baCk fr0m china lerhh , she stays at my h0use , causE i hen sianns, duhhhhhh , darr wEnt t0 churchh , t0day is e first sunday 0f e m0nthh ((: , yesterdayy went t0 kopitiam eat , saw RACHEL , l0ls , she said she saw me , i never tel her i saw her t00 , hahaha , t0m0rr0w is GARY's birthdayy, hmm , tats all larr , tata !!! <333
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