♥ I'm not feeling Good.



Hello people,
yesterday, i'm back in singapore already.
Today school reopen.
Only wanting to see all my friends, motivates me to go to school today.
I don't have the mood to study. ):
I'm so worried about my grandmother. I'm so afraid to see her cry, it pains me alot alot.
And i hope i can go back every weekend to see her, but i've got to work. So i'm planning to go back every two weeks. And luckily there's my uncle and aunt taking care of her. If not i will move back to malaysia .
I wish i've got a big house , where both my father's side and mother's side family can stay together in that big house . We can look after each other , give each other care , concern and accompany.
i love my family , i wanted grow up and earn a lot of money to takecare of my both ahma, i don't want them to suffer.
And i'm so afraid to go home , because whenever i reached home , my imagination will run wild, and i wont be able to sleep )):
i wanna cry so much.
Please,,,,please,,, Let all my family members stay healthy , stay happy.
NOT FORGETTING, I LOVE BOYFRIEND MUCH (:
tata/.!

♥ Memories of You.

♥ Give me time, i'll be fine.

I webcam-ed with michelle, she's showing off her stitch and i'm showing off my greeen toy. =D

♥Back in Singapore.



Hello people !
i'm back in singapore already ! Now, i miss malaysia so much ): miss my sis, miss my aunt, miss my ahma , ah gong, uncle. Oh man. 我是不是很矛盾？哈哈蛤
I took 2.5 hours to reach home, and thats super fast lar !
Baby came and pick me up at kranji, hahahah and we hugged so tight when we saw each other. Drama eh ? Hahahaha i miss him too much.Then now i'm back home and he's going out with his friends. The weather's still so hot. -.- i thought singapore would be cooler lor.
i'm gonna do my assignments now. Tomorrow's the deadline already .
Then i think i'm going out with baby tomorrow, monday and tuesday going out with friends. (:
I hope to finish every single project by this coming friday, then i will go back malaysia again on the weekend. =D
Alright, i gonna do my ITL now.
Goodbye readers.
tata/.!

♥Grandpa's back home.



Hello people !
For those friends that i don't contact frequently, read my blog to update yourself about my grandpa's condition. (:
Grandpa's back home this afternoon. This morning when uncle, grandma and i went down to hospital, the doctor came and checked ahgong's condition. Then she say he's fine already , everything is normal , so he can be discharged. Sis and i damnnnnn happy lar ! then asked them whether we can book one ambulance and some nurses to drive grandpa home. Paid for the fees and everything. We're all so stupid, we din know that we got to show the receipt to the nurse and the ambulance will come, we just sat there and waited for two hours. Then the nurse approaches us. LOL!
Sis & i was sitting to accompany grandpa.Then grandma sit at the front to lead the way. (:
The ambulance on siren for a while because they don't wanna give way. So cool & scary. And the road is so bumpy . The ambulance no aircon one lor ! must open the windows to let the wind come in. oh man. -.-
Nurses carried ahgong to his room and lie dwn there.Grandpa had fever after that , but after putting cold towels over him, his fever subsided already.We just feed him with milk and now he's sleeping already. Grandma and i gonna sleep with him tonight to take care of him.
Thank God. (: I believe he'll walk and speak soon.
and, ilove boyfriend.
goodnight readers !
tata/.!

♥ Hot weather.




Today's weather is exceptionally hot ): which make ahgong's temperature went up. And his body's so warm. Uncle and i keep using cold towel and wipe his body , to make his body cool down. Ahgong keep shivering today, i don't know why. ): i hope he's fine.
Tonight sis and aunt are taking care of ahgong again. I'm sorry sis, to make you stay in hospital overnight again. i really feel uncomfortable at hospital at night. I'm so sorry.
And nowadays i keep eating durian, its so heaty . If i continue eating without drinking enough water, i think my nose will bleed soon. Hahahha ! But durian's so delicious lor !
Recently a lot of people went over to hospital and visit grandpa. Including his student, grandpa used to be a school bus driver , & he's quite close with those students. I still remember those days when i was young, i sat beside grandpa and follow him all the way to fetch all his students to school. I played with his students and grandpa's laughing so happily. i miss those days. ): Grandma's pretty sad today , and cried. Heartaches. Be strong, because i'll always be here for you. <3
Most probably i'm going back this coming weekend. I've to finish all my projects and meet up my friends (:
I'm missing baby so badly, baby are you missing me ? Hahahaha.
Goodnight readers.
tata/.!

♥ Just got home.



Hello people.
Another day had past. Yesterday i din stay overnight in hospital because i'm afraid. Grandfather eyes keep staring into the blank and keep turning up. Then i called uncle to come and fetch me, telling him that i wanna go home. Actually i don't like to stay in the hospital during night time, i feel very uncomfortable, the time pass sooo slow. ):
So i came home. This morning i woke up at around 9. Washed up and headed down to hospital. Take care of grandfather from morning till evening. And sis & aunt take care of ahgong throughout the night. Just bathed & here i am.
Well, now i'm missing baby so much, but i can't do anything. He's very busy. ):
And i had a heart to heart talk in the afternoon with grandma, and she keep mentioning boyfriend. Then i chat with her about her love life when she was young. Then i realised that grandma's so perfect in my eyes. (:
i wanna learn from her (:
Grandfather's condition is still the same, he had fever this afternoon, but after putting cold towels over him , his fever subsided. His condition can be one day good & next day bad. And muscles ache as usual. God, help him please.
tata/.!

♥ At home.



The weather's freaking hot lor ! ):
and i have to wear long pants to hospital somemore. And my grandpa's room got no aircon leh ! Only two fans. I'm going down later to hospital alr , around 6 plus i guess.
And I realise that my ahma's so damn cute.
conversation between me and her last night.It was spoken in chinese, but now I translate into english.
ME:" I want to apply slimming cream le !"
Ahma :" nice a not , i also want. "
Me:" okay, you take little bit then you try, got hot hot feeling one. "
( Then she take and apply , rub and rub her tummy , giving cute expressions)
Me:" how? nice not? hot hor?"
Ahma :" NO LEH , NO FEELING, maybe MY FATS too thick uh, cannot feel , i want burn this fats , i want to look slim , but no feeling , how ?. " ( then she continue rubbing and rubbing )
HAHAHAHH ! you will sure burst out into laughter when you see her expressions and the way she talk, so damn cute ! The cutest ahma i've got. LOL ! I haven't seee her really angry yet, for the past 16 years of my life. And all my relatives and cousins love her alot & ilove her alot too!
Yesteday night, i downloaded msn . Just chat with baby online , he work till almost 12am last night. But at least he got sufficient sleep. He's going school for his practice soon. & i miss him alot . I miss going out with him ):
But nevermind lar, i'll be back soon! =D
tata/.!

♥Currently, malaysia.



Hello!
i'm currently in malaysia, came in yesterday morning and reached the hospital around 9 i guess.
Stayed in the hospital throughout the night yesterday, and i slept at 6am , woke up at 8.30am.
I was with my aunt , taking care of grandfather. I don't kow how to explain his condition. He's still in pain, but able to express his feelings a little bit. I always hold his hand, and he grab me so tight. And he's so skinny , until we can see the shape of his bones. Veryvery heartbroken. Tonight, sis and Aunt take care of ahgong, so grandma and i stay at home. (:
I'm trying to download msn now -.- this laptop dont have any messenger. I wanna chat with all my friends and boyfriend.
Talking about boyfriend, he's working & he told me that he's very very busy. So little time to eat his lunch and dinner , always eat late lunch & late dinner. ):
Andand i miss him so much. His school reopen tomorrow , i hope he got the energy to study tomorrow ((: i'll really try to get online every alternate days !
iloveyou dear !
tata/.!

♥ Sentosa trip (:

Hello!
Just got back home at around 9.30. Went sentosa with classmates today. It was suppose to be a CLASS OUTING. It became a HALF CLASS OUTING. But nevermind, we all make it very enjoyable though. =DD
We straight away apply sun block when we reached siloso beach, even the guys. The weather is super duper hot. Can faint -.-start to play volleyball, though many of us don't really know how to play, but who cares lor, just hit the ball ! Then we play captain ball, monkey ball? All sorts of games . Everbody's like so ON & Enthu lar ! =DD then laugh non stop also (: and we even play in the sea and sang song. Oh man i really love my classmates alot ! You guys make this trip a enjoyable one . I'm not gonna upload any photos i guess. i'm busy playing, din take any photos . HAHAHA !
Then we end at around 5 plus 6 , bathed and headed to vivo for dinner. Chit chatted & train-ed home. (:
Lastly, i'm going off to malaysia tomorrow at around 6am , and i gonna wake up at 4am. I'm gonna miss my friends & BOYFRIEND so MUCH LARRRRRRR )))))))))))))))))):
I dont get to see boyfriend for MORE THAN A WEEK ! I'm so not used to it, usually we will meet once or twice per week when we're schooling , now not even a day for more than a week . )):
But nevermind, i'm still gonna call him at night.
I'm going malaysia to see grandpa get well (:
i'm so lazy to type now.
thats all readers !
tata/.!

♥ Doctor DoctorHe look like ahbeng ; right?
=D
Hello!
Just got back home not long ago, wanted to go polyclinic and see doctor this morning. About the red patch on my face. Then baby asked me not to go there. So i went over to his house, his mum looked at my face & suggest me to go to the doctor that she recommended.So we booked appointment , and headed there at around 3 plus. Reached there still got to queue . -.- then what's appointment for. LOL! We went to buy chips while waiting . =D
Doctor say my face grow Fungus. i was like WTH?! why grow Fungus?! ): Get in touch with dirty things lor ! Then he gave me something to wash the affected area and two creams to apply day and night. He say i'll recover within a week (((((((: The most guilty part is, baby's mum paid for me . ): and baby accompany me all the way there. How fortunate i am .. Oh mannn ! =DDD
I only can say, Boyfriend'smum and boyfriend really pamper me a lot. iloveyou ! =D
Andand maybe i'm not gonna see boyfriend for one week plus, starting from tomorrow. Well, i'm going malaysia soon and i've got project to finish. He's working from tomorrow till sunday, Thats why ):
I hope when i go back to malaysia, i can really see grandpa recovering & not sufffering. Lets hope & pray.
I think thats all for today (:
tata/.!

♥ Maths paper ):



Hello People.
Today we had our last paper, mathematics. Oh man, Firstly, it was really a killer. Secondly, time's NOT enough at all. I left three blanks ): & i'm super upset . Don't know how many marks gone. Forget about my A ):
1.5 hours to finish all those thinking questions, almost every questions's tricky lor ! Arghhh.
After maths test , went to library , started on our maths project & manage to do a little already. So many projects coming up, 5 projects to finish. Oh, i hope i can finish it with my group asap (: then can enjoy more.
After which, wanted to go home with ammelia, but in the end took 184 and headed to steve's house ,baby's friend (: . He cooked zha jiang mian for us, LOL! Not bad (: and chit chatted. Then steve & baby played guitar and sing song for me , feel so honoured. =O Their combined voice's so nice (:
Hahhaa ! tomorrow gonna eat TOUFU i guess.
goodnight readers !
tata/.!

♥ Love.








Hello people.
Went town with baby today,
Basically we bought our slippers today (: same colour, same design (:
Afterwhich, Baby say he's hungry, so we headed to pizzahut & took some funny photos while waiting for the food to come.
I really envy baby's metabolism rate. He called a LARGE pan of pizza . two mushroom soup and drinks. There's 8 pieces of pizza, i ate 2 , he ate 6 . LOL ! Andand he's not even FAT lor ! No tummy, not like ME. Super upset with my tummy lar..
Hais hais hais. Anyway we really enjoyed ourselves today , but my irritating nose makes me feel very tired towards the end of the day. )): Sorry baby.
Tomorrow having maths paper, gonna wake up early and revise (:
i'll update more next time; i'm feeling very 辛苦now.
tata/.!

♥ Holidays (:



ONE LAST PAPER FOR TOMORROW AT 4PM ; byebye to econs, Itl , bizca, cats, maths & s&w for almost THREEEE weeks (:
Baby & i most probably gonna get Havaianas later =DD
tata/.!

♥ Beautiful days (:



The queue for singapore idol Audition



Gurmit singh 0.0
Those scenery took at national library top floor.


Hello people !
=D
I shall update my thursday & today (:
Thursday met up with friends and went to library to do our maths tutorial. I got so pissed off because my phone's locked, and i key in the pin , it says PIN ERROR -,- after a while, i try again, then its unlocked. Stupid phone. Then Baby came back from camp that day, so i went back home , bathed and meet him up. We went town to get his guitar strings (: and headed to national library , because i got to finish up my maths tutorial. After which, we went all the way up to the 11th level , and explore , took those three pictures . The scenery is so nice (:
Then went to another level , got another library, sat there and baby read his book. Hahaha , its like so rare. we walked around and he sent me home (:
Today, i woke up early and met marlie & michelle, to go and support her sister's audition for singapore idol. Super crowded at Cathay. Hahhaha! But we really enjoyed ourselves, even though its only three of us. We talked about all kinds of things and laugh about everything. =D
i really love you girls (:
Andand, we three bought the same dress ! Hahahah ! super cool, and we will wear it together for the next outing(:
Hahah, then i keep saying i'm SUPER sad lor ! Because my tummy very big ! then i very depressed ! i wanna SLIM SLIM SLIM DOWN ! i also want to be perfect for my boyfriend lor ! =D HAHAHA !
Then i missed boyfriend , so went over to lot one and meet him for dinner, slacked around and i headed home.
And here i am (((((:
I love my boyfriend ! And i will want another outing with Marlie & Michelle lor ! =D
Andand, to my beloveds , when are we going for our spa ? -.-
tata/.!

♥ Darling

HAHA ! We just webcam-ed. =D where she's just BESIDE me (:

♥ Test .


Hello!
Currently this week i'm having test. Econs , Intro to Logistics and web publishing, maths and Bizca.
Econs, intro to logistics and wp's over. I'll definitely flunk my intro to logistics. And wp i only got 210. Just pass only ): . Where all my friends got 300+ lor ! )= super sad ! 10% leh!
And i finally finished wp project with friends's help. The feeling's really great (:
I hope i can pass Econ !
Finally can relax tonight a little & go for tennis tomorrow (: then got to mug for maths and bizca again. Busy week man.
Grandpa's getting better =D , Thanks for all the prayers girlfriends. (: iloveyou! Grandpa will stay strong, because he wanna see us graduate ! =D
Andand, Baby's finally coming back tomorrow from his camp. He must be enjoying there alot, well because this camp is related to MUSIC, which is his favourite. They've got this competition in the camp, whereby they have to compose their own songs in one day. Baby told me that his band won champion in the competition (: So proud of him.
Okay , so now i'm gonna do my maths tutorial 6 already. Work that always cannot be finish.
i'm missing baby so much now.
tata/.!