Monday, June 30, 2008 Y 7:16 PM
♥ i'm beginning to trust.Hello!School day . First period was A-maths & i totally forget that theres a test on integration today , i bet i'm gonna get 0 this time round . i don't want to go school for A-maths lesson , i'm so afraid to face him , so ashamed of myself. Then mother tongue , had self study during mother tongue . Geography was also a relaxing lesson , just do mind map , talk to durga and slacked.Fall asleep at the end of english lesson , headache ! seriously dislike PE now , i don't know why our class always have to change teacher. CRAP ! =XThen went out for lunch with girlfriends , i love crapping with my girlfriends. did maths homework after that .Gotta complete my maths and at least a complete comprehension passage today , theres Battle of the Band tomorrow ! i want to see & support ! =DAlright !tata/.
Sunday, June 29, 2008 Y 6:01 PM
❤ i'm loving everyone ; every single one. Muacks.Hello! Blogging about yesterday , WALKATON CUM MINI FUN FIESTA DAY =DD/.Great fun , we were all suppose to wear ethnic costumes but non of us want to wear that , so ruby suggested to wear RETRO CLOTHING & all of us agreed . HAHA!So reached school around 7 am together with terin & yanran . Gather somewhere outside classroom then went to home econ room to prepare all the popcorns . Things started started out in a mess , first try for cooking the popcorns was a failure , CHAO TA ! Then things went on smoothly after the second try , Chun peng & i POP the corn , terin , wee hou , linsay , shantini , hidayah were mixing all the honey and butter together , clinton & gang was packing up the popcorns . & seriously we are having so much fun at the home econ room , HAHA! i even have the chance to try daya's cooking .Went to change at around 10 , all very paiseh , but still managed to enjoy yesterday , popcorns all sold out & we went around taking photos .there are some candid shots & some *twist* photos below . haha !took class photo after fiesta , photos are still with kenneth , will upload it soon . Went home at 1.30 , sleep , eat & went out again .I just Enjoyed yesterday a lot ! 24HOURS. & then i'm having gastric pain ! )=alrights !tata/.
From left to right , alwin , max , heri , liping , me , terin , ruby !
terin , liping , ruby , me ! LOVES~snapshot by ac !
Joshua , mr chui , terin , me , liping !
nadz , me , linsay , terin , liping, ernie , madinah , shantini!
max , terin , me , liping , alwin !
Putting flowers on our head!
Again!
me & liping !
keane , me , terin , ao cheng !
terin & me ! loves ~ its almost 10 years of friendship & its still counting.
Just after changing!
Congkak game !
Preparation of popcorns !
Saturday, June 28, 2008 Y 3:58 PM
Hello.
i'll blog soon , when i'm done with the pictures & i'm still very tired and toooo lazy to blog ,
i'm going out , will update sooon.
tata/. (:
Thursday, June 26, 2008 Y 7:47 PM
♥ i've got to love myself first before i love anyone else. Hello!i'm back home.Recently i'm having a lot of thoughts , experiencing the stress , i got frustrated easily nowadays , pardon me. maths lesson . Learning completing the square , still kinda confused . EL read newspaper , that super boring article make a lot of us fall asleep ! HAHAH!then A-maths , learn about LOCUS , circle thing , not sure about it too . D&T= sad.Dimensions are wrong again , nevermind , don't wanna talk about it , cause i just feel like crying when i talk about d&t. HAHA!assembly was as usual , BORED+HOT ! blahh blahh blahh again ~went back to class after assembly to finish up my maths worksheet . Done in 2 hours . Follow by decorations . We drew everyone's name , planned to paste it around the class (: i did the colouring for the girls's name , not complete yet , gonna continue later . HAhaha ! headed home around 7.Random. i wanna build up my confidence level ! well , people may think that i'm childish , so be it. anyway i will grow up one day , just love me for who i am then & i'll love you more. Hahaha ! so whats the prob. alrights , dinner !tata/.
Wednesday, June 25, 2008 Y 9:36 PM
♥ Don't comment easily ; you may just hurt them without knowing.Hello!Back home ! Today , nothing much but just a normal school day . Had d&t today , time is really running out ,deadline of our product , folio and presentation board is two week before National Day ! All of us was like rushing our product this week . Hope we can all finish it. i Re-do the dimensions for some of the wood , managed to finish two , gonna continue tomorrow.Stayed back for maths after D&t , did revision exercise paper 9 , paper 1. Hahaha! Chun peng is exceptionally slow today , after 2.5 hours , he just finish 9 questions ! Did all the neccessary decorations for saturday's fiesta , then off to fajar to continue doing . i didn't help out much , but at least i enjoyed spraying ! (:Then liping is always with me , so when we have got nothing to do , we just sit down , take cotton wool & do retarded stuff . HAHAHA ! pictures below , P.S if anyone don't like to see our faces , you can just get out of the site . (: Friday is our 'o' level mt oral , not thursday for me. i'm so afraid !Random thoughts.Sometimes i just hope that she will understand whenever i come home late , when i meet out with friends to complete all my homework . i'm weak in some subjects , so all i can do is to seek help , why can't she understand . i know she is worried , but .. even if i stayed at home everyday , without asking , without enjoying , never will i improve. I really want to do well this year , i don't wanna let my parents down. i'm tired.tata/.
Our decorations ((:
LOL!
Tuesday, June 24, 2008 Y 7:18 PM
♥ i've got some phobia to overcome.Hello! homed. short post for today.School as per normal today , basically just lessons .Crack lame jokes with keane & linsay during ss lesson .Stayed in class to finish one full passage of english , slacked & went home .Gonna revise A-maths and maybe do E-maths paper two later. =DP.S usually nothing much to post during school day . =X.tata.I'm bored again , so planned to blog at random now , 9.25pm.Thoughts are coming in again , i'm SO confused ! its complicated .why do i feel so empty in my heart , parent? I really don't know. this feeling S*** totally ! make me feel as though nothing will satisfy me , no matter how much i do , how positive i am ,how many people treat me well , i will still feel that it is not the thing i want or rather i will feel that its not enough. WHY?I hate the way things come into my mind , i can't escape from my thoughts , so all i can do , is to close my eyes & FALL ASLEEP. i'm tired , but i don't wanna sleep but i also don't wanna think ! )=tata.
Monday, June 23, 2008 Y 9:55 PM
♥ i love myself ; i love who i am.HELLO!i'm back home . First day of schoool . SIAN !Went school as usual , then expected , sch reopen , first day of school is always LOONG talk from chui or heng , so linsay , me , zhongping just stay at animal farm & wait till 8.30 .Then went back class , Damn ! She is in our class , scolding , saying about our hairstyles and attire , gonna check on us tomorrow.Lesson was kinda slacked today , never really do anything much , but thursday we are having mother tongue 'o' level oral . =X Speak well !After Pe at around 4 pm , headed to sheng shiong with girlfriends to check on the things that are needed on fiesta . Bought a packet of popcorn and went to terin's house & pop it ourselves. With the help of terin's mum , SUCCEEDED ! honey popcorn , YUMMY ! So , liping , me , terin and linsay will be in-charge of this ~ yes, us ! HAHA!did our maths , finished paper one at around 8.50 , headed to lot 1 with linsay to buy her things and then went home . On the way she just CRAPPED a lot , and taklayan me a lot tooo ! >.<>
tata/.
Sunday, June 22, 2008 Y 7:55 PM
♥ Tomorrow is a new start.Hello! back home !Hahaha ! this time round went back to pray & i've got a lot to say man !Alright , first day , reach home around 5 , we went out at 3 & its considered as super fast , cause uncle is speeding all the way , & even wanna compete with a motorcycle . VRROOOM ~ omg ! its super scary ! Reached home , never go out , slacked at home .Second day , i'm sick , cough + flu . So i was sleeping & resting for the whole day , on medication . Feeling super terrible , lost appetite . Third day , which is today , went out early in the morning for breakfast with grandfather , headed home , prepare & off we go to the temple . we reached there around 10+ i think , & they started chanting at around 1 , then we gotta wait for THREE hours man ! Then the moment they started chanting , the temple is so crowded la , everybody squeeze , which make me really pissed off . Even step my toe when i'm bare footed ! =X. then gotta kneel down , & they chant very very long , make me headache . Then the drums are nearby , so its very loud . Whatever it is , the whole session just make me SUPER uncomfortable . After that gotta carry all those praying thing to the back & burn , there are some random photos below. then ate & come back s'pore. Tomorrow sch reopen , stress is gonna come again )= . i'm tired ! tata/.
i find him very funny!
do we look alike ?
funny face.
this is what i do , when my rightbrain start to work.
Preparing .
Everybody helping.
Friday, June 20, 2008 Y 12:47 PM
♥ Not everything ends with a smile.Hello! back home , went to school just now to pass up homework , so took bus to meet up with that crappy thing & walked to school . Fill up almost all the blanks from the worksheet with the help of Joshua , thanks uh ! Then slaCked a bit and headed home , travelling home alone is not fun at all /. gOing off later around 1+ . gotta travel with sis from home till custom then uncle will pick us up from there. gotta go & pack my bag & eat =D. tata/.我发现自己很不了解你. =X
Thursday, June 19, 2008 Y 10:28 PM
♥ Not everything goes in your way./Hello!Blogging time.This morning went for a swim with girlfriends , though i don't really know how to swim , but at least liping teach me . HAHAHA! & i manage to swim a lil !then around 11+ headed to liping house for a nap , Linsay & me share a single bed , i still sleep so soundly.. HA!Today a-maths lesson , enjoyed it again . but from 2 to almost 4 , he is not in class , but given us worksheets to try out , did some of them , then continue with integration+differentiation in problem sums. ended at 5 , went over to senja to cut my fringe , toooOo long ! Go plaza after that with yanran, walk walk , eat long john.bought contact lens , black .{ sorry if i make you think i waste money again =X}.Reached home , bath & went over to crappy house to do maths , i finish almost everything , but some still don't know how to do , gonna ask ong tomorrow.i'm going malaysia again tomorrow , 200608-220608.alright !tata./
Wednesday, June 18, 2008 Y 9:59 PM
♥ Happiness is all i want.Hello! i'm back !went for a maths lesson today , meet up with group first , but only , linsay , liping & me are punctual , the rest all late lah ! but nevermind , at least linsay helped me to fill in all the blanks . =DThen had a maths from 2-5 , suppose to end at 6 , HA! integration today , i understand it ! ((((:i enjoyed class today , so much laughters & concentration . then headed to bangkit , bought dinner and then went to do maths , LINSAY slacked ! i did the most , but E maths lah ! HAHAHA! then chatted , ate watermelon , laughed and joke so much , LOL! met up with crappy after that , he took taxi , brought me home then he went home . (=i'm not sure if i want to go for swimming in the morning tomorrow , after that got a maths lesson , i'm afraid that i will fall asleep man ! but i also wanna enjoy . go or not go ? nvm , a maths lesson tomorrow from 2-6 , gonna finish integration . then left with two topics , we are done with the whole syllabus ! YEAAHH~!then got to clear all my doubts then can go for revision alr . okay i'm tired now.to yanran: don't give up now alright ? you gotta pull through this year & everything will be alright. (:
tata/.Labels: iloveyou
Tuesday, June 17, 2008 Y 10:26 PM
♥ A relationship thingyHello! i'm just too bored , thats why decided to blog again . i've been thinking of this a while ago about relationship things as i browse through people's blog, well , i don't have the rights to comment much ,but i just wish to know why people say " i love my baby forever '' AND they don't really meant it. If you really meant it , i won't be seeing another girl / guy holding your hands after a few months. ( thats just my thoughts ).And then just now i watched tv , i love the phrase . '' Being negative is due to over-sensitivity'' , I Think this can apply or rather remind me sometimes . HAHA! i mean who don't think negatively at times , its just a matter of how you handle your emotions . only two result , you don't handle it well , DEPRESSION . you handle & don't brood over it , YOU MOVE ON. enough of my crap.Alright as for now , shouldn't talk much on relationship . i've got a maths lesson from 2 to 6 tomorrow ! not long , not short ! Hope can enjoy tomorrow =D looking forward POSITIVELY . HAHA ! No more MILKY teh bing for you ! understand ? its so Bad for health.tata.
Y 1:41 PM
♥ close my eyes & relax ; cause everything's gonna be alright.Hello! i'm back home, early hor ?Haha! i rushed my english ytd night , for about 7 passages , but not fully completed , went to school & let miss ruby check this morning . '' THERE ARE STILL MANY UNTOUCHED PASSAGES MY GIRL, DO YOU WANNA TRY FINISHING IT ? '' thats what she said . LOL! Then went for " BREUNCH '' = breakfast + lunch * crap * at fajar. LOL! this crappy thingy is from Cheng & joshua.Then went back to school , they have their musical pratices , so i went over to ISH to see . Its super stuffy and hot down there man ! i just can't stand it , and i pity them , they gotta stay down there for hours ! OMG !then headed home. Gonna do maths later , gotta pass up on thursday , friday i'm going malaysia again , till sunday D= busy busy busy.tata/.
Monday, June 16, 2008 Y 3:33 PM
♥ home sweet home.Hello ! Finally i can blog again ! wooooo~ =Dfirst day when i go back.sad emotions obviously hit us once again when we go back to malaysia , i bet its because whenever grandma saw sister and me , it will remind her of daddy and mummy, & start crying again, obviously everything in my life changed 8 weeks ago when they passed away . Grandma slim down so badly that makes me wanna cry even more.we just got to move on anyway. i would always say to me , daddy is the best , he don't drink , he don't gamble , he loves my mummy wholeheartedly , he always support mummy in whatever she do & he loves us more than himself . So we reached home around 3.30 in the afternoon . didn't go out and just rested.Following day , went temple and get everything done , chanted and pray , uncle feel dizzy & nearly fainted. Got us so worried , brought him to the doctor . The doctor says he is perfectly alright. Went shopping on the third day , never really buy anything , just walk and buy medicine .Fourth day , did my maths homework at home , done with one full paper , gonna do it later again . but english first . HAHA! went to temple at night , very very eerie and scary , sort of like a medium , he talks a lot & i don't know whether i believe him a not. somehow it seemed so true . LOl! nvm don't wanna talk about it.Sunday is father's day , sis & i went to buy flowers then headed to temple , and give daddy the flowers =D.Basically this time round i go back to malaysia just to settle some things , not really to enjoy , just stayed at home and slacked !But i really really enjoy the time i had with my grandparents (= the life there is so carefree. alright. i'm tired.Below are some snapshots i took. tata/.
Wednesday, June 11, 2008 Y 9:05 AM
♥ i'm going off , =D.HEllo morning !just finish paCking , so feel like blogging . my charger spoilt , can't charge phone & my phone low batt already . )= sian !Nothing much to post actually . blog may be dead temporary until i'm back. takecares.TATA.Labels: tata
Tuesday, June 10, 2008 Y 10:07 PM
♥i met up crappy in the end =D ily. LOA,, wee!
Y 5:55 PM
♥i bet its gonna be fast;imy.Hello!blogging time , i'm bored to death at home !wanted to go WWW with linsay they all . But WWW is not open on tue , so have to prospone it . too bad .wOke up at 7 today , headed to town with aunt , cousin , sis and ah ma to settle some stuff . Then ate laksa for lunch , went home. Having headache again , so slept for three hours . Nice ! =DThen slack and rot at home , nowhere to go too , anyway i gotta pack for tomorrow alr. i'm leaving tomorrow. woots.wanted to ask crappy out tonight , but can sense that he is tired after the rehearsal , so in the end never ask. imy anyway.hahaa ; i'm going for almost a week and i gotta bring all my homeworks along ! Maths , english , D&T ! )= this year is so packed , no holidays !nvm , after 'o's , holiday will be long for us ! alrights.tata.Labels: i miss you
Monday, June 9, 2008 Y 7:34 PM
♥Because i'm just too careful,thats why i can sense when something is wrong.
Hello!
Just got home , had e maths lesson from 10 till 12 today , then headed to bangkit to buy our lunch then settle down at vashon's clubhouse . Did a few questions for today only , i fell asleep after that . Then started chatting from 4 till 6.30 , about all sorts of stuff.
Its fun to chat with them man. though was lack of discipline today , but at least we did study and we are happy. =D
i don't know whats happening to me this few days , i am having serious headache. Thoughts keep coming in my mind , i wouldn't say it is positive.
i'm so confused about the surrounding , what is happening every single day , people around me.
I believe when i'm away at malaysia , it would be the best time for me to sort out everything.
i just feel that i'm a burden. sometimes i'm okay , sometimes i'm not.
anyway i did enjoy myself today !
tata.Labels: Just leave me alone
Sunday, June 8, 2008 Y 4:50 PM
♥Everything begin with a smile. Hello! Just got back home from plaza . Meet up with liping , linsay and vashon today for a-maths. Stress man ! reached plaza around 11 plus , went over to subway , eat and waited for vashon . He came at around 12 plus . Then started doing our worksheet . i finish the first set , continue with Set C , did a few , its difficult man ! Crazy ! i'm having serious headache this few days & its super painful. >.<>
Labels: Additional mathematics day
Saturday, June 7, 2008 Y 6:50 PM
JUST ANOTHER DAY;;hEllo!
ytd night , aunts come over to sleep at my house , though the house was rather packed , but at least we are happy , hahaha! they stay up till very late , just to finish doing the ''zhong zi'' . So sis and i went over to masterbed room and sleep , the bed is SHIOK luh! =DD
This morning woke up at around 10 , slacked , headache again , just online , surf the net and rest .
Went out in the afternoon to meet up with crappy , headed to lot one for lunch . For the first time he say he wanna shop for clothes . & as you know , lot one don't really have man clothes shop , almost all for woman one ! HAHA! so he just bought a white jacket , look rather cool .
then slacked at void deck & headed home . later maybe gonna continue my maths , tomorrow gonna have intensive a-maths , woooohooooo! i'm leaving in four days time .
tata.
Friday, June 6, 2008 Y 1:32 PM
TIRED=XXHello!
though today no lesson , went back to shool at around 8 plus this morning . wanted to do my project , but mr fong wasn't there luh , then mr chiu help me with cutting the wood , maybe i drew the line wrongly , the dimensions are wrong again man ! i'm super tired with it , nevermind i shall ask mr chng to help me for the next d&t lesson , hope everything will go smoothly , pass up maths at around 12 , headed to lot one to meet ah ma , went to the bank and do some stuff .
the queue is ****ing long man ! i stand there for an hour , freak out man !
now i'm having headache due to the weather, very painful! =(
alright;hope can meet up crappy later.
tata =DD.Labels: headache day
Thursday, June 5, 2008 Y 5:03 PM
ANOTHER INTENSIVE D&T DAY=DDHello! another 6 hours of d&t for today ! i started making my product today ! with the help of Mr fong , providing all the dimensions and he cut all the wood for me , so i simply just got to glue and nail it together , for nailing part , i've got crappy and Gary to help me out , so the first part is done with many people's help ! (= THANKS . Second part , =X wood cut already , but suddenly found out that i can't nail three pieces of wood together , damn ! got to re-cut and renail everything , after i nail everything , the dimensions are WRONG ! and its either too long or too short ! ZZZzzzZ so tired by then , i give up today , but gonna continue to fix it tomorrow . Theres no lesson tomorrow , but some of us will be going back to go to continue with our project , and theres still a presentation board we've gotta do ! Its so Busy man !
but at least theres fun when we are making our product ! HAHAHA ! still gotta brush up all our folio , hope to finish everything latest by July , then we will be free from another subject ! weeeee!!alright i work a lot today , never really slack & i'm very very tired man !=X still gotta do maths later !
tata . =Dareyouafraidoflettingothersknow?Labels: im so in love with you
Wednesday, June 4, 2008 Y 7:39 PM
ANOTHER BORING DAY =XHello!
today had physics in the morning for two hours , suppose to have chem after that , but everybody heard that miss soo is taking over , nobody layan her & stay in the class , finish our maths , so end up the chem lesson was cancelled .
So as usual went for lunch at fajar , then after that everybody go singapore poly for the workshop of their courses , yanran & i didn't go . So stay in school , finish maths paper two , headed to bangkit for bubble tea , then to plaza to rent the " 1 litre of tears '' dvd and watch. The show was quite okay , but i didn't cry at all , perhaps i'm just too tired , want to sleep ! Then she enthu man , watch it herself while i sleep .
The lame part is , when we are having our dinner , she saw my grandma's forehead ( the area between the eyes ) are red , then she asked me " Eh , your ah ma want become indian uh ? why got red thing there ? " i was like....*laughs* ! Old people having headache , what my grandma usually do is to pinch there , thats why its red lah ! =.=
Alright ! i gonna do maths again now !
tata.Labels: i miss you badly
Tuesday, June 3, 2008 Y 4:32 PM
D&T DAY=DDhEllo! back home ! early yeahs ?
hahaha! today had d&t from 8am all the way till 4pm . & usually D&T don't go with a smiley face alright ! but today , i did something ! with the help of mr chng providing ideas , helping me , guiding me through , i manage to draw some diagrams , dimensions . At least i am moving on , i wanna finish everything during this june holidays , so July will be free & all of us don't have to rush so much , just touch up on our folio and we are done ! Not many people attend today , but at least those who came were concentrating and everyone was on task . Suprisingly after lunch break , we still manage to fight with our tiredness and continue with our work. FRUITFUL DAY man ! (=
Days are really getting busier and busier . In school , we are always very busy , sometimes after school , we go on our separate ways , imy badly . But i understand too. So just keep myself occupied & finish my work then. Don't worry =DD ily.Labels: Busy days.
Monday, June 2, 2008 Y 5:52 PM
SCHOOL DAY=XHello!
had e maths today , from 10 till 12 , then went to buy lunch , did A-maths today , though haven finish one worksheet , at least we did MOST of the questions , all correct answer ! =D SATISFACTION ! gOnna have group homeworking tomorrow again . i'm going for camp on 9-11th of this month , & i'm super excited ! =DD
Perhaps if we don't look into the problem , things will somehow turn out to be quite alright. thats what i think for now.
I'm missing mummy&daddy again . i'm missing a lot of things about them. i miss daddy's cooking . He always love to cook my favourite food , i miss mummy's hot temper , i miss her throwing her temper at me. i miss the days . I miss how cool daddy look when he was cooking in the kitchen , i miss mummy shouting here & there . i miss their looks. I miss how people say me & daddy got the same character , i miss how people say we look alike whenever we walk together , tall & skinny. i'll always miss both of you. mUacks !Labels: Trust is the KEY
Sunday, June 1, 2008 Y 9:58 PM
HOMED!Hello! meet up with crappy today to do maths homework , and we actually sat down , disciplined and finish our worksheet in less than two hours , not every single questions can do , but most of them la. HAHAA! Was freaking bored after that , so went over to fajar to meet up Gary with his skateboard , he wanna master joshua's skills la , but obviously he fall again , but no injuries this time round , just sat on the floor . Went fajar for their dinner , Gary say wanna try the don't know what drink , got alcohol level one , so headed to haoyi's mum shop to buy , his mom is so ke qi & friendly ! Then we started walking from segar all the way to bukit panjang , saw changyou near plaza . Then crappy sent me home.i still have my mummy&daddy's support , i'm not saying i am the most pitiful girl on earth , but i'm not afraid , because i know they are always behind me even if everybody were to leave me.Goodnight !=DD
Y 9:45 AM
YESTERDAY;;hello! yesterday had a maths lesson from 8.30-10.30 , learnt definite integration , manage to cope it with the help of li ping. thanks.
the next week will be busy of doing A-maths , gonna have a test on the last week of holiday.=X
went home , gOt nothing to do , so went out to meet Gary they all , play skateboard.
Gary injured his hand & the way he fall is so funny lah . =DD
went home around 5.30 , had steamboat with family , rest
then fall asleep. Gonna go out later to do homework.
tata!
i believe if you read the previous post
i am replying to liping
since you look like you can move on easily
i will too.
i still regard you as best friend ,
but all i will do is only care deep down my heart
i hope one day all the problems will be solve
eventually.
but who knows.
takecares.
Because i know;You'll always be here. ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥ 
From left to right , alwin , max , heri , liping , me , terin , ruby !
terin , liping , ruby , me ! LOVES~
Joshua , mr chui , terin , me , liping !
nadz , me , linsay , terin , liping, ernie , madinah , shantini!
max , terin , me , liping , alwin !
Again!
me & liping !
terin & me ! loves ~ its almost 10 years of friendship & its still counting.
Preparation of popcorns !
Our decorations ((:
LOL!
i find him very funny!
do we look alike ?
funny face.
this is what i do , when my rightbrain start to work.
my cute cousin.
