♥ If only i could turn the time back.


Hello.
Been days since i last blogged. So here i am.
Things aren't going smoothly for me recently , whether it is at work , in relationship or in health.
Past few days , my sales was very lousy , less than a hundred bucks per day . Colleague says i'm so restless . And what i usually do is to wipe and clean all the products to keep myself occupied , to prevent my mind from running wild. Which is really a hard thing for me to do.
Well , in relationship . Had a quarrelled with boyfriend , which i think it causes a gap in between us and as for now we still try our best to pretend infront of each other that we're okay , isn't it ? we're nt as close as before , we've like got nothing really to talk about when we meet, feeling weird when we meet . )''= If only i could turn back the time. i really wish to know , when can we behave and communicate like how we used to. I'll still love him like how i used to , because he's the one who motivate me to do anything.
As for health , i'm going to hospital tomorrow to have a check up , started bleeding again . Don't really know what's wrong with me . I hope everything will be fine.
Didn't really have the appetite to eat for breakfast and dinner. i feel so down, down , seriously down. ))''= cry ? yes i did , it doesn't solve anything anyway.
And lastly , we're gettting our 'O' level results on Monday , i'm sure there will only be tears of joy. (: Whatever it is , accept it.
tata/.