Thursday, July 31, 2008 Y 10:18 PM
♥ i'm trying to relax a bit.Hahaha!actually i'm a bit tired of blogging , everyday is the same , read the post , is always school , study , laugh , joke . Musical in TWO days time ! Please go and support !i'm tired.Goodnight !tata/.
Wednesday, July 30, 2008 Y 9:01 PM
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I'm sorry.Hello!basically everyday is just schooling , study & more study. Nothing much to post actually.Did my el homework just now .I feel so bad now.i'll tell my parents & they will definitely understand.iloveyou.Goodnight.tata//.
Tuesday, July 29, 2008 Y 10:34 PM
♥ Not everything can be so simple.i'm back home.i feel so moody , feel so troubled recently , i don't know why . But i feel like crying whenever i met with problems , just a small problem can make my tears come rolling down from my eyes.But i still BELIEVE , nobody understands you more than yourself.Today is maths again , i can't finish that , i breakdown & cry today , i'm very very very stress , over mathematics , i wish you all can stop giving homework for a while , i know we need revision , but its too much . ))''=And i wish i could let go of every single thing and relax , but i can't , i've got to strive hard for 'O's , i don't wanna let my parents down . But it seemed like everything is pushing me . A-maths is pushing the most , i'm so worried for science , D&T i'm kinda speechless . Combined humans , slacked ever since mrs lim left us. People around me is having problems , i feel so hurt . i feel so sad when i got to know my loved ones is gonna leave me one day.i don't know why i got so emotional recently , i find it so hard to smile HAPPILY without any worries. i need time , but time flies. Linsay gave me an advice today " you are holding on to too many things , sometimes you just got to sacrifice something , to get another thing done.''i'm so stressed up , so confused.i need someone to help me , i often hope that my parents can make me dream of them & they will tell me what to do , but they just never do that .i'm tired !tata/.
Monday, July 28, 2008 Y 9:54 PM
♥ Life is getting more and more stressful.Hello!Just got back home.I changed my blogskin , actually not quite happy with it but i'm lazy to find another one. Will change it when i got time.I'm getting tired of maths. I'm almost doing maths everyday , not E-maths then A-maths . As if there are tons of work that cannot be completed. =X i want time , more time . i want to revise on my science !Today met up with ken , did A-maths , almost completed paper 1 . Tomorrow gonna continue again . Learn new chapter for A-maths today , proving triangles in a more complicated way . )=Even potassium hydroxide agree that this chapter is STUPID.i'm really getting tired of maths.Goodnight readers.tata/.
Sunday, July 27, 2008 Y 8:35 PM
♥ Its always good to have you around.
Hello!
i just got home .
Went out at twelve today to meet up with ken & yanran to plaza , to do our A-maths. i'm completed most of the questions for the algebra worksheet . Yanran was sleeping all the way , even until when i leave zhongping house , she is still sleeping . ZHU!
maybe i'm gonna fill the blanks later.
After that met up with boyf , went to town to buy his guitar strings & come back. chit chatted a while & slacked. Just a simple " xie xie da jia " can make us laugh all the way till i reach home. Hahaha !
The pictures at museum are below (:Tomorrow is monday again , its gonna be beautiful !alrights!tata/.iloveyou, cause you're my one & only.
Zhongping,me&yanran. (:
Big guy & me. (:
The red naked guy .
Y 12:00 AM
♥ Trust is equal to love.Hello!Today is a beautiful day !Went to school in the morning for maths remedial , did " circular measures " worksheet , with liping's help. Lesson ended at around 12 , while boyf go for musical prac , i went home & sleep .Sleeping is always the best thing to do . HAHAHA !Met up with boyf at around 6.30 & off we to singapore museum , saw this naked big guy statue at the entrance , so COOL! walk around , met up with yanran , zhongping & martin.Its kinda spoilt & i don't wish to elaborate any further.And they went home after that. So boyf and me went to starbucks and get coffee (:walked to esplanade , walk awhile & cabbed home.i've got to make decision again . )=Goodnight !tata/.
Friday, July 25, 2008 Y 7:56 PM
♥ Just a short post will do. (=
Hello!
Just got back home ,
hahaha ! today is a beautiful day , had science today , quite fun =DD.
Most probably i can go for musical ! i discussed with my grandma & prayers may pushed forward to friday , thanks everyone ! hahah !
Today had the summary workshop from 2.30 till 5.15 . its CRAP ! so boring , so sian !
met boyf a while & met yanran.
This stupid girl is gonna stay at my house today .
Alright !
CHEEERS everybody.tata/.
Thursday, July 24, 2008 Y 8:19 PM
♥ i wish someone can tell me what to do.Hello.Just a normal school day , i just feel that maths is too much . I need time for science !Worksheets , worksheet & more worksheets ! =XFinally someone is happy today ! no more DEPRESSION . HAHA !i'm also stressed up & depressed ever since i know that musical and another important event fall on the same day & i just got to make a choice.Seriously i haven't come to a decision yet , but whenever i think of it , my mood just go all the way down . )))''=can someone tell me what to do ? i wish to attend BOTH . i really wish to. i know sometimes things don't go in my way , but i hate to make decision . its almost one more week for me to decide , i need someone to tell me what to do ))))''=& i hope whatever decision i make , no one will blame me. tata/.
Wednesday, July 23, 2008 Y 9:36 PM
♥ not in the best of mood.Hello!i don't wanna blog about today , basically just not my day .i'm sick & i'm feeling damn terrible now . Its study , study & just study.Goodnight ;tata/.
Tuesday, July 22, 2008 Y 10:21 PM
♥ almost four months to freedom =DHello!Just got back home , recently i got so stressed up over studies & i really wish to take a break . But i just feel that i got to keep pushing myself , but i want to rest lah ! LOL!School as per normal , met up ken after school . He taught us mole concept today , explaining every single formula , its hard to understand lah ! But i manage to get it a little bit , gonna start on ten years series tomorrow . Practice makes PERFECT ! =DDi'm so tired & everyday you will probably see me complaining of not enough sleep , whatever it is , i still feel that 24 hours is not enough for me man !Okay , i'm tired !Goodnight.tata/.
Monday, July 21, 2008 Y 9:23 PM
♥ i'm gonna make it.Hello!Just got back home.Today is Racial Harmony day , we are told to wear our own ethnic costume , but we still choose to wear cross ethnic costume . Its very very hot ! LOL! So , no A-maths for today , had photo taking for the first period . weeeee ~!School was pretty fine today , just a little pissed but still manage to smile with girlfriends & boyf 's accompany.Girlfriends & boyf never fails to make me smile. iloveyou ! =DMet up ken together with yanran in the evening , completed A-maths worksheet and almost done with E-maths . Lessons everyday , its so tiring , a lot of homeworks. Ken say " everyday got so many homework , what about revision on other subjects ?'' LOL. i also don't know . i just feel that 24 hours a day is NOT enough ! I think we're gonna revise on science tomorrow night. i'm utterly disappointed anyway , musical. )''=Goodnight readers,tata/.
Sunday, July 20, 2008 Y 9:20 PM
♥ Nothing gonna change.Hello!beautiful day. i met up with zhongping at bp at around one , headed to plaza and waited for yanran & ken . did our homework , but haven't finish revising yet.i'm very very tired ! theres A-maths test tomorrow , i'm always afraid of that =X .met up with boyf after that , spent a lil time with him & headed home. Nothing gonna change us. LOL.Tomorrow is monday again !tata/.
Y 11:01 AM
♥ i've got something to say.To you & you should know who you are. if you are reading this , i've got things to tell you.i've decided to let go of what happened a few days ago , i don't wish to find out who say that and i also choose not to know. If you are utterly disappointed in us , put yourself in my shoes , if someone is to tell your girlf something that may cause quarrel or misunderstanding , how would you feel . I didn't blame you but i just wish to let you know. Long time ago , ever since we are together , i know you already start to give me attitude , you may just say " just joking " but i know you dislike me from then on . i don't know whats the real reason and i don't wish to know too. Anyway nobody is perfect in this world , whatever things that make you unhappy about us , just bear with it , we're gonna graduate this year , if you really dislikes us so much , after 'O's you don't have face us everyday anymore. i'll still regard you as my friend , i won't forget the times when you are there for me whenever i'm sad. The friendship will not change even after i've got a boyf. Things that will change is i have got to know my limits & i can't cross over the line. If its you , i am sure you wouldn't want your girlf to stick with a guy and play like as if they are together right ? And definitely you will feel unhappy about it right ? If you are able to sit down & think through how i feel , maybe you will understand more.i've said my piece , now on , is up to you to think.tata/.
Friday, July 18, 2008 Y 6:39 PM
♥ too many negative vibrations.Hello!reached home. i don't wish to elaborate more about today.Basically i'm hurt & whoever it is , that describe me like a flirt , i warn you i'm not .i'm just so down.)'':tata.
Thursday, July 17, 2008 Y 10:05 PM
♥ everything happen for a reason.Hello!
School is fine today , again , did some drawings for d&t .Released from maths club at around 5.30 today , i asked for permission , then went home . Eat & bathe , went out to meet up with zhongping & yanran first , then Ken joined us after that.i did my e maths and english , probably gonna have intensive revision on A-maths. HAha !we took some photos , but due to that STUPID USB , i can't upload the photos man ! * pissed off *.sent zhongping home at 9.30 , then cabbed home , something funny happened , yanran say cannot tell anyone . HAHAHAHA ! we laughed all the way from pending till choa chu kang , non stop ! tomorrow is SCIENCE day + SHORT day . WEEE !TATA/.P.S / don't ever try it .
Wednesday, July 16, 2008 Y 9:17 PM
♥ Attract the things you want.Hello!Normal school day , so as usual lesson till 2.30 today , i did design situation and a little bit of drawing today , hope i can finish it on time.Gonna be very very busy from now on , yanran, zhongping & i will always be meeting up ken to do some revision , and Ken will be teaching yanran & me on A-maths , there are a lot of topic that we gotta learn one more time. =X Jiayou !Had prelim english oral today , quite okay i think , i feel that i improved , as i can talk non-stop for picture discussion . =DDD I don't ask for more actually , a B grade will do . HAHAHA !went for maths club , stayed in class with kenneth & boyf till 6.30 , did our SSS maths worksheet , then chat & slacked.spent time & now here i am , i'm hungry !boyf , you always care for me so much , you're the sweetest. ly. Alright ! i'm tired.tata/.
Tuesday, July 15, 2008 Y 10:18 PM
♥ understanding & trust is all we need.Hello!just got back home . Nothing much happen today , practical for both sciences , NICE one ! i always love chemistry more than physics , HAHA ! Was playing with the chemical after the experiment with linsay , mixing all different types of chemical together , FUN ! =D Missed social studies & geography due to 'O' level mt listening compre. Listening compre was quite okay , first passage is diffcult to understand & seriously i don't understand why i gave STUPID answer for one of the question . LOL!Then had maths club after that , then went to meet up with ken at plaza to teach us A-maths , didn't complete the worksheet )= , no time & its super difficult to understand . And yanran " breakdown " today , she is crazy , MOOD SWING all the way while doing A-maths , halfway through she gave up . We stopped at paper 2 , at least we do every single question with understanding . HAHAA ! sent zhongping home , yanran & i crapped a lot and laughed a lot on the way , talk about lame stuff but it was still very very fun ! Then cabbed home .There's prelim english oral tomorrow , afraid of picture discussion , thats all & i'll try my best man !alrights, i'm tired !Goodnight readers ,tata/.
Monday, July 14, 2008 Y 9:54 PM
♥ sense of satisfaction.Hello!i just got back home , i didn't want to attend the night study , after much consideration , i think its a total waste of time & maybe i might end up playing instead of studying .School was pretty fine today , i focused a lot in class today and managed to learn something . lesson ended at 3.30 , so headed to bangkit with boyf , ate cup noodles =X . HAHA !went back to school for maths club , well , as usual. Trained down to Bp with yanran to meet up with ken , cause he is teaching us A-maths . HAHAHA! Both of us finish " Area under the curve '' worksheet without any blanks =DDDD . Sense of satisfaction man . Actually its quite rare today , we actually sit down and get very focused during work , never even really chat about any other things beside A-maths . Thanks Ken for helping so much !He patiently teach us EVERY single question & we understand it ! HAHAHA!Headed home around 9.15 & here i am !Theres still another round of " tuition " tomorrow night , hope we can finish the NYGH paper 1 & 2 ! alrights. i'm tired & there is 'O' level mt listening compre tomorrow . PEACE !tata/.
Sunday, July 13, 2008 Y 8:01 PM
♥ Once bitten , twice shy.Hello!Back to blogging , haha ! i'm so addicted to blogging . Okay , i slept at 3 am this morning , sis & aunt slept at 4am . We started chatting from 12 plus , we talked about everything , our life , relationship , guys , hardship that grandma had gone through , how unfaithful can guys be etc etc. LOL! Mummy indeed met a good guy , my daddy =D , at least there is true love .Okay , so i wake up around 9 plus this morning , actually wanted to go swimming , but think about A-maths & the fact that i don't know how to swim , suddenly i don't feel like going . So asked yanran out to do our homework . Meet her around 2 , headed to lot one , had quick bite for lunch . Went over to long John , did our A-maths little then do our english compo , crapped a lot !Watched '' HANCOCK'' after that , hahaha ! its so exagerating but still quite nice & that stupid girl , pay $9.50 , end up fall asleep in the threatre then make me talk to her , then she tak layan . Walked around at lot one , look at clothes and stuff .She is lazy to wash her shoes again , so she bought new school shoes again ! Don't know how to save money ! LOL!headed home & now i'm here.Tomorrow is monday again !tata/.i'm worrying about so many things ,
my future ,
me & you ,
how life is gonna be after we all graduate ?
i'm just so confused .Labels: Trust decreasing ?
Saturday, July 12, 2008 Y 11:27 PM
)))=.i feel so discouraged ! i don't know what do in poly , i don't really have an aim , and i know i'm gonna suffer if i dont have a aim . i seriously feel like crying . Don't wonder why i always cry , cause i cry for a reason . i'm feeling super LOST now . Poly makes me go crazy. ))''=
Y 4:41 PM
♥ you don't have to worry so much ; cause i understand.Hello!
i'm bored ! Had d&t this morning , didn't really do anything much , i know time is really running out , but sometimes i just can't think of what i should do. =X i was at the d&t workshop from 8 till 12 , using the school's laptop to do some 3D drawing of my product , not done yet , will continue the next lesson. Follow boyf to fajar to walk walk buy buy eat eat after that , then he went for his rehearsal & i headed home . i rested , eat & sleep . i slept from 1.30 to 4.30 & then i'm here blogging . Sleeping is always the MOST wonderful thing you can do. Hahaha ! i'm gonna do my maths worksheet & english now . Hope to meet up boyf later if he's not going to town tonight. =0tata/.
Friday, July 11, 2008 Y 9:13 PM
♥ i'll never be afraid cause you'll always be there.Hello!Back home .Seriously i start to miss SC , sit with the class during morning assembly & i feel so uncomfortable , cause we usually go for patrolling in the morning & then slack at the animal farm. I seriously miss the morning gathering we used to have , i miss mirabelle always " quarreling " with faris every morning without fail , & everybody will always laugh so loudly , chit chatting. Anyway SC life is definitely full of ups & down. But its still fun ! =D workhard juniors !Alright , so had lesson as per normal , Linsay & terin is not here today , sicked . So i have to represent linsay and let liping hit me & go high for the whole day ! =X Had prac for chemistry , still as FUN ! hahaha ! Then half way through physics lesson , Mr Tan looked for me & went for councilling , basically just chat .Then did maths in class after school with yanran's accompany , but she forever will be sleeping , be it accompany me or during lesson , hahah ! finished most of the question in the maths paper 2 , its SUPER difficult ! )= , but still managed to do it with Mr ong's help lah. LOL!Random.I seriously understand the " LAW OF ATTRACTION '' today , i experience it myself together with boyf , OMG ! its so unbelievable but seriously i'm happy & proud to be boyf's girl. =Di'm still not sure to go for D&T or A-maths tomorrow. >.<alright !tata/.
Thursday, July 10, 2008 Y 7:42 PM
♥ i wanna know you more.Hello!Just another day , Normal lessons as usual , had a-maths test today , i feel so discouraged ! i always can't do logarithm , sigh ! my mind always blank out when i look at the questions ! Why .Sigh .Okay , so had lessons all the way till 12 , went for investiture rehearsal , helped Mdm sharifah out together with linsay , run through the whole thing for once . Then assembly , everything went on quite smoothly . Had lunch with boyf after that then did e maths homework in class with yanran till 6.30 , went bangkit , headed home .Random.Don't ever communicate too much using sms or online , you may just misunderstand the person's tone , then problem will come. alright !i'm tired ;tata/.
Wednesday, July 9, 2008 Y 7:44 PM
♥ Trying to adjust & make things right. Hello! HAPPY BIRTHDAY SNG DAYA ! =D so many people's birthday falls on july . This year is quite special , we are all sincere enough to make our different types of non-baked cake as a birthday present . Though its nOt PERFECT but it contain LOVE okay ! Today is a short day , rushed my homework till 11+ yesterday night & yet he didn't even check , and always say , " tomorrow you all will have a test , and through this test , i will know who are those that did their homeworks '' . Crap man ! Then d&t , product almost Done ! i did a little bit of the dimensions & working drawing . Thanks boyf for explaining it to me ! (= Haha ! i seriously love it when we all get together & bully daya , at least she is happy . HAHA ! i love all my girlfriends & boyf. i'm gonna revise A-maths later & maybe do english . tomorrow , INVESTITURE.=X tata/. P.s Mindyou!
Thats when we get together !
Tuesday, July 8, 2008 Y 8:05 PM
♥ you're just my one & only one.HELLO! back home.tiring day , i always don't get enough sleep ! )= First period is maths , go through e-maths worksheet , follow by mother tongue , listening compre , BORING ! Had pratical for both sciences & PRATICAL is always so FUN ! =D , mix the chemical , play with the ball bearings and all . HAHA !had open notes test to social studies , didn't study and totally had no idea about that chapter , so i just copy the whole chunk of notes & i'm sure i i will be able to get some marks ! at least it make sense .=DRushed to fajar with boyf to pack food for ourselves , linsay & keane. 15 mins , we're back , Fast uh. Hahaha !went for sc investiture rehearsal after that , no FUN at all & the number of councillors are reducing every year , SC should be a BIG FAMILY. never mind , so the whole rehearsal end at around 6 , slacked until 6.30 , went to bangkit for a while , chit chatted & headed home .i'm gonna do A-maths now , do as many as possible ! hahaha ! i'm gonna sleep late tonight.alright , Wish me luck ! tata/.
Monday, July 7, 2008 Y 9:36 PM
♥mylove.
Hello!
First of all; HAPPY BIRTHDAY BOYF! you are old !=D
had a-maths early in the morning today from 8-10 . i'm sick , having flu , keep sneezing . =( .
hahaha. Birthday, don't know what to buy for him , so friends suggested to make him a non-baked cake .
Plan started out on tuesday , when we all study the recipe book secretly , discussing it . Bought ingrediants on saturday night , make the non-baked cake on sunday morning together with a lil help from friends. First attempt , didn't try , considered as a good one luh ! Hahaha ! Btw , thanks you all so much for giving me the support & teaching me what to do ! iloveyou all !
yeah , so today is 070708 , yes celebrate , but just a simple one . Accompany will do ! went plaza sing today , bought '' kongfu panda '' tickets & then had pizza for lunch , went window shopping . Kongfu panda is CUTE ! *Thumbs up* .
Went walking around after movie , took bus near my house , slacked .
theres school tomorrow , can't go home too late , so headed home around 8.30 .
Simple day but we enjoyed ourselves. =D
ily.
tata/.
Thats when we love to camwhore. =D boyf.
pizzahut!=D
Saturday, July 5, 2008 Y 2:19 PM
♥ i'm sorry for everything.Hello!
Just got back Home . went to school in the morning For d&t . Today i never waste my time , i did my product & its finishing ! Thanks Mr fong for helping me so much . Finally today get to spray my product . HAHAHA !Went to fajar for lunch after that , then headed to gombak with liping & headed home . Gonna go out later & enjoy !i'm sorry for making you got so worried about me. i know you care ; but the reason i am sad is definitely not because of the songs i listen to. Trust me & i will be alright . No matter what, i will always try to stay positive. i'm so sorry. i promise i'll try to stop all un-necessary thinkings.i love my superb girlfriends & boyf.alright. gonna take a afternoon nap now & go out !tata/.
Friday, July 4, 2008 Y 8:08 PM
♥ will there be a hidden meaning behind everything ?HELLO!back home . Hahaha today , friday supposed to have Four lessons all the way till 12.30 , but today we only had One lesson , which is the chemistry practical lesson , in fact its only 3/4 of the lesson. Got some scolding from Mdm heng when we stepped into the class for the first period , she is very disappointed with our class , be it our result or behaviour . I believe we have all put miss ruby in a very difficult position . Then half way through chem practical , Fire drill practice , all gotta assemble at the ISH , then follow by another SAME scolding for the whole cohort . Then poor us have to listen for the second time . Then this thing goes on for almost an hour , by the time we go back to class , its almost recess time . After recess is lifeskill lesson , So all the 4E , 5N , 4NA , 4IP went up to the hall & listen to Mrkoh's talking. Then its another hour again , but at least this talk is not too bored cause its about our future , i do reflect myself a lil when he was talking . Hahah !i can say today is a slacking day ! Then went back to class to finish up revision exercise paper 10 , paper 2 ! DONE =D , went to watch the Passing Out Parade for NPCC . Slacked & headed home .Alright. dinner time.tata/.
Thursday, July 3, 2008 Y 8:00 PM
♥ ignorance is bliss.Hello!Had three hours straight of maths today , two period of ong lesson , STOMACH PAIN ! follow by A-maths . binomial again ! Took one photo during A-maths lesson , maybe will upload it tomorrow . i'm tooo tired to upload photo now. sorry ! D&T after recess . Managed to do some touch up on design brief , design situation , then suddenly feel so stressed up & run out of ideas . Whenever i feel down , i always think of daddy & mummy , then i'll cry . I don't know why , but whenever i'm down , i'll automatically think of them , then tears will come rolling down. Imissyoubadly, mummy daddy ! i can't & i'll never forget that period of time when i rush back to m'sia just to look at you two for the last time . )''= i'm sad , very. iloveyou !Thanks yanran & boyf for cheering me up; i love you two ! i'm sorry if i breakdown infront of anyone of you , i believe i still can't get over this yet. i promise i will laugh and smile as much as possible.Watched dance competition & greenridge idol at 4 pm till almost 6.30 i think . Quite okay luh , but some were boring. =X CHAMPION for " battle of the band " . WANTED ! ((=Then slacked awhile and headed home .alright, gonna do english later on. & we still gotta go back to school on youth day ! )= NVM.TATA/.
Wednesday, July 2, 2008 Y 8:01 PM
♥ there will be thoughts coming in & out.Hello! i'm back home !School day as usual , maths swopped with english in the first period , do voting . Then follow by mother tongue , a relaxing one . A-maths , learn binomial theorem , )= i can't get it ! i'm dying , A-maths ! Then d&t , never do anything , wasted my time again )=.Ate lunch , maths remedial after school , did maths worksheet . Do my A-maths in class for maths club , till 6.30 , went out of school , slacked a bit & headed home (: sorry yeah , if sometimes i've neglected you guys , i still love you guys tonnes & love crapping with you all ! =D my MARVELLOUS girlfriends.Alrights !tata/.
Tuesday, July 1, 2008 Y 7:56 PM
♥ i'll always remember what you say. Hello! i'm back home . Lesson as usual , science practical is always so FUN ! hahah ! Crapped with girlfriends as usual & i also realised that i joke a lot with boyf today . i just love my girlfriends & boyf. Geography lesson , FREE PERIOD ! did maths . Watched battle of the band today , Very cool & nice ! =D . Had laksa for lunch today , DELICIOUS ! went back to school , slacked outside staffroom , went lot one with terin after maths club , bought concession & accompany her . Don't wish to elaborate more , but she cried. Cheer up girl (= alrights . tata/.
CLASS PHOTO!
Zhongping,me&yanran. (:
Big guy & me. (:
The red naked guy .
Thats when we love to camwhore. =D boyf.
pizzahut!=D
CLASS PHOTO!
CUTE HOR? =DD
