hello.
today i'm not gonna say what i do in schOol today , but to say out all my feelings ,
all this message are basically for all my friends , i know you've been reading my blog .
so , i'm going to tell you how exactly i feel here. read it , think about it , don't have to settle it , because i know once we focus on to this problem , everything will become worst , whatsmore , we gotta focus on our studies for this two weeks.
i believe you all have seen me sticking with the guys for the pass few days , and not with you all . maybe somehow you all will think that i'm flirting with them , so your mind is " HACK CARE LA , LET HER BE", or maybe i am too sensitive .i'm sensitive because i care.i really wish to know, who am i to you all now. i really wish to know. sighs. i know you all almost for four years , and we know each other in and out. be it good or bad . i just want to let you all know that , after so many things , sometimes when i walk with you all , i really got nothing to talk about & seriously i feel so left out , sometimes i am even kicked out of the topic when you all are saying something . i feel hurt , seriously . i just got to say, whether you all can't tolerate or dislikes me . i only can say i'm sorry , i don't expect you all to treat me like before anymore , and i know we can't be as close as before anymore. you guys drift away from me in such a fast speed , that i can't even adapt to it. i know you all don't trust me in anything anymore. i don't know how each of you feels about me , but i'm hurting deep inside . sometimes your facial expression do tell how you feels about me , but i closed one eye , pretended i didn't see it . i put up a brave front , hoping that i can pull through this exam period smoothly , infront of me you all treat me like normal , behind me , i wish to know how you all talk about me. if it gotta come to an end , i shall not stop it.
tata.


maybe its just like that.

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